My boss was telling me how pretty I am by citing following reasons;
I have an exotic look,
I have long, flowing, dark hair,
I have them eyes that are dead give away of where my blood is from.
OK, none of them is complimenting to me. Basically my boss was super positively discriminating me and pointing out that I am not normal looking, and will always be the outsider of the community. That I am an alien. If some people find these deficits attractive then that's repulsive to me as they clearly have acquired tastes and I am just their flavour of the moment, till the next one. And the hair? Does anyone EVER actually say a person is attractive because that person decided to grow a body wool for longer than others? And again, it is hugely depending on the taste of whether you like long hair or not, and it is NOTHING to do with attractiveness I may or may not possess.
My boss meant well, but that talk made me feel just tad worse than I was feeling, which was basically nawt. Back to square nil, and I am pretty,
pretty contained,
the glass is almost full of air.
